==:: Lonewolf part 2 ::==

August 7!
Mmm Today was not a very good day for me. =(
But I know, the best part of falling is getting back up. =)

So, today...tonight I will finish this up and hopefully do what God wants me to do.

So, scenario 1 is done, the next scenario might for those who have tried but didn't seem to get anywhere.

Scenario #2: You believed, you prayed, you tried to do what Jesus might do. But you still didn't get an answer.

Well, talking about getting answers, this is honestly, a very broad topic. So let's narrow it down and break it up into bite-size bits. =)
Firstly, lets analyze what you prayed for, through these questions:

1. What did you pray for?
2. Do you really need it?
3. Will it help you?
4. Will it help others?
5. And more importantly, will it glorify God's name?

The last question is quite hard to answer, but if you get the facts straight and ask for wisdom I think you'll know.
If it's a material thing that you want, well, questions 2,3 and 4 might be good question to ask yourself. Remember though, the earth and everything in it is temporary.
So even if you had 50 Ferrari F50s I think they'd be useless if you're dead. Make that 49 Ferrari F50s...hehe.
Anyways, wouldn't it be simpler if all you had to think about is eternal life?
If it's not there, God will give it at the perfect time. Nothing is more perfect than God himself.
If it's a financial need, a branch of material things, the most fluid medium of exchange, then all I can tell you is

"And they that know thy name will put their trust in thee: for thou, Lord, hast not forsaken them that seek thee."
-Psalms 9:10

"Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding."
-Proverbs 3:5

As long as you have all you need, you're ok.

If it's something that has to do with yourself. Character development and stuff. Upcoming tests, education. Then of course don't expect to be immediately transformed!
I noticed a change since I was 13, I wanted to become a better person. I may fail sometimes, but at least not that much as before, and knowing I could do better.
Being better than I was yesterday is one of my goals. I will never stop trying till I get it. As they say, becoming more Christlike.
Yeah, one of the things I learned or reminded is you have to do your part as well. It's teamwork.
Yep all those kiddie shows that you watch on TV, it's so simple, yet hard to actually do. But if you are really determined, I can tell you, you will get results more than what you wanted.
By the way you have to ask for wisdom as well to know when to exercise. As with physical exercise comes spiritual as well. God will provide opportunities, so be vigilant and alert. You may not know God has already answered it.

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Hmm, haven't written alot. I'm not sure If I should end here. Because I cannot really think of anything anymore, honestly. And it's not good to force something out. So if you're reading this I hope the stuff helped you think about making decisions. I'll just continue writing as I used to, coz really to be honest I never thought it would end up like this. But I think God made me, since I really did ask Him what I should write about. So, whatever goes na lang. hehe =)

==:: The Lonewolf, well..not so lonely after all... ::==

The Lone Wolf,
With Vigor energy,
He strikes in the darkness,
Through the pain and agony,
He stands his ground,
With cuts and wounds,
He fights for Him,
For he knows, in the end,
It will be worth it all...

That is exactly what I should be...

I'll get there, one way or another....

As time ticks, I write once again.
Months have passed,
Days are gone,
Nights were cold,
Dawn was warm,
Dusk was bitter,
The minutes run,
The seconds fade...

What have I become?
Where will I go?
One purpose
One truth
The God said it all...

There's so many ways to live a life. But it seems no matter how I live mine, nothing makes more sense than becoming who I'm suppose to be. I mean after all, why make it more difficult when the answer is right in front of you? Why waste time pondering at what you're gonna do next when the path is clear? Why refuse a simple task that anybody can do? Why do you have to do what you want to do?


I was surprised when my friend told me, that the number one rule in the Satanic Bible was, "Do whatever you wish" Scary huh? All these years, I wanted, I desired, Yet I was never satisfied. I pondered.."What was missing?" And it was with me all along. It was to be content. It was to simply to stop desiring.

But wouldn't it be a boring life you ask?

Well, this is where God comes in.

God has so much more He wants you to do. Yep! do you get it? It is not what you want. But it is simply what God wants. I mean, come on! He's your creator, He's your King, He's the absolute ruler of all the Universe, not to mention He sent His only begotten Son to save humanity...

Well, you still don't believe there is a God huh? After all you've been through, no matter how hard you prayed or asked for help, you felt He was not there.
Well I felt exactly the same, until I found Faith. Oh great another sermon or whatever.. Well it wouldn't hurt to read would it? Or maybe because you refuse to read such information. Well go ahead, if that's what you want... :) but do remember what I said earlier....oh wait you don't believe there's good and evil?
hehehe.

Well, what do you believe in? if you don't believe in anything, then I'm sure you're still pondering at how you got here? How the humans came to existence! (Don't go running because you have no answer)
If you think evolution is the answer, lemme tell you this.
Evolution states that, all creatures live by fighting for survival. It is, as they say "The Survival of the Fittest" Well lemme ask you this.
"Where did loving music, painting a picture or enjoying a beautiful sunset come into the picture of fighting for survival?" Do you sing to your enemy?
Because to me it doesn't make any sense.
In the midst of fighting and survival how on earth would you get the idea to compose a song or paint a painting?
See how the Humans flourished around the world until today.
Evolution is totally false. Tell me, tell me how you got here.

I can tell you how we got here. It was because of God. Why did He create us? Well, because He can. Can you? ;)
I jump because I can. What more could you ask?

We love music, paintings, beautiful things, because we are created through God's image.
God's image is not restricted to our physical structure, it goes beyond that.
Have you ever heard when your friends gossip, "That guy destroyed this guy's image because he told rumors about this guy" That's one aspect of what image I'm trying to portray here.
We LOVE, because God is LOVE. It's simple Philosophy. It all came from Him, the Almighty and the Divine.
You say, that's bogus! Well, isn't it bogus when Humans make up stories?

I'm not making up stories, I'm telling the Truth, the one and only. And by the way, this is all in God's Word.
Why do you think there's a Bible. It is simply put as Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth.
Actually that isn't the real meaning of the Bible, I just wanted to write it coz it makes sense, but it does portray what it is in general.
Anyhow, it's there as our life support and it is the Truth itself.

Now that we got that straight. Let's talk about your question earlier,
How come God wasn't there when I called upon Him?
Well let's get some scenarios up.

Scenario #1. You believe there is a God, yet you still do whatever you want to do, but when trouble comes, only then do you call upon Him because after all your sins will be forgiven.

If that's your situation, well it's a pretty common situation. I tell you God will never come.
Again, One cannot server two masters. Didn't I tell you doing what you want is the first rule of Satan? How on earth can you serve Satan and God at the same time? And you think once you believe you can start sinning because you'll be forgiven after all? Well, that's where you're wrong. God hates Satan, If you follow Satan, God becomes your enemy. Isn't God the God of Love and Mercy?
True, but God doesn't have to necessarily KILL you when he becomes your enemy, He punishes you like a father punishes his son. God loves you enough so much so, that He wants you to realize what you are doing is wrong. When you realize that and when you try to avoid it, only then can God forgive you, even though He already forgave you. But the question is, what life do you want to live?

Do you want to please God or Satan?

I've written so much, It's like 11pm already, I should be sleeping I have classes tomorrow. xD
I'll continue this when I have time. For now, read this and maybe you'll get somewhere.

"But, Seek ye first the Kingdom of God, and His righteousness: and all these things [needs and desires] shall be added unto you" -Matthew 6:33